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(Do a complete turn around) [18 Feb 2006|11:47am] lmfao. wow. this is so old, and the username fit perfectly for the kind of relationship it turned out to be . haha 2 years later

(1 did a 360 | Do a complete turn around) yay [14 Feb 2004|10:32am] [ mood | disappointed ] HAPPY VALENTINES DAY it's ok if you want tom more.....:)

(Do a complete turn around) death and dying [12 Feb 2004|10:33pm] [ mood | crappy ] hmmm.....tonight is dramatic we need to fix somethings

(Do a complete turn around) Wow. [08 Feb 2004|04:24pm] [ mood | angry ] I hope you know, that was one of the most stupid things you could have possibly done. And I hope your happy about it. Dont bother talking to me online. Dont bother calling me. Just dont bother. Kay? You said how you hate that tone right after it happens. Well I fucking hate it too. Thanks.

(Do a complete turn around) ya [06 Feb 2004|12:40am] [ mood | disappointed ] 4 days gone.......but whatever

(Do a complete turn around) blah blah blah [02 Feb 2004|06:49pm] [ mood | uncomfortable ] DDDDDDDDDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT i hate my fucking english class...............grrr stupid ass essay about some stupid topic i don't give a shit about.....dammit and i just found out my grade is a 60 in english but when i get this damn paper in it will be around an 85 which still suck but fuck a 60!!!!!grrrrr.. god damn euthanasia is a stupid topic..without you i probably wouldn't have done any of it lol gracias for writing like most of it.....you are my GOD! yes well today was very interesting.........i'm sorry to say but i think i'm going to go to MIT instead of Stanford this summer because their engineering school would be way better for my music, but i dunno what i'm gonna do we'll see. and i got my car back today so i can drive whereever which is always fun.....and my dad is out of town for a few weeks in california close to you.....so ya maybe you should meet him sometime...he's all alone in cali which is kinda sad...... well i am excited becaues i get to go see from autumn to ashes play on february 15th which is weird because it's my bro's birthday but ya armor for sleep is going to be there to and i'm excited. hmmmmm lemme think....... i want to change my band name again hahahah i'm getting tired of enemy mine.......i thinking about something like spinning in darkness.......or falling in darkness.......something with dark because or sound keeps getting darker and darker... but ya whatever we can think of........ hmm well my neck hurts a lot lately and my nose is itchy and i am missing half of my toenail now from the god damn computer chair....yes it hurt like a bitch well i dunno that's about all i have had go on today....i'll talk to you later love you braincell {[(<3)]} *end trans*

(1 did a 360 | Do a complete turn around) Hey baby [01 Feb 2004|12:01pm] [ mood | creative ] Sorry about last night. Kristie called on the other line so I was talking to her for a little while and my dad got all pissy, so by the time I switched over to see if you were there, you were gone. Mew. :( I cant beleive that its February already. WTF happened to January!?!?!!?! Or even this year for a matter of fact. My birthday is usually the next thing to come, which is in 2 months, and then schools out. I have to sign up for an SAT class. So I dont suck, ya? Right now I'm listening to Hands Down :)Today Im gonna go ask my mom to take me to get like cool crafty stuff cuz its fun. YAY. Maybe Ill get beads for braclets too. Who knows. The day is filled with endless possibilities. And tomorrow is the start of the new semester. I need to like clean up my binder or something. Cuz its bad. I made 20 dollars last 4 days. Im proud. I only have like 2 dollars left lol. Maybe I'll go get coffee. Or a spicy chicken sandwhich. After the talk we had last night I came to the conclusion that we are both dumb. And we have nothing to worry about. I wonder what your doing right now. I just woke up even tho its like 12 or something. Haha. I dont sleep at night anymore. Hmmm... I WONDER WHY. lol. "I should really go I have finals tomorrow" -- next thing we know its like 3:30 in the morning. Monday = No more zero! But I have a 6th. GAY. That means I get out at 2:55 every day. FUCKER. I wish I could change it but there isnt anything open for a zero. Except Drivers Ed and I already took that. Today I have to go to Alex's and drop off the money for Black and White which is this upcoming weekend. Fun fun. I cant wait. Im going on every cool ride ever. And Ill probably piss my pant while Im at it but I dont care! lol. I dunno what to wear. I have black and white pinstripe pants, I need a white shirt, black suspenders (just for the hell of it) , black glasses, and NEW black converse cuz mine are really old and they suck. Plus the Sugarcult sigs are already washing off. ACK. Today is gonna be busy. Im hungry :\ Meoesasjkcjkfjkasfhsaduygaknsepirkjsnksbgaspejalqwmlrf,asd. <~~ momentary lapse of insanity. Sorry. lol. I think I do have ADD. dun dun DUNNNN!!!!!!! Im tired. I wanna go back to bed but theres way too much to do today. Well I dont know if your at church or what, but call me when you can okay? Cuz I miss you. <3 Much much much much MORE love (than you of course. Ü) <3

(Do a complete turn around) shit shit and more shit [29 Jan 2004|06:11pm] [ mood | morose ] so ya....lots of work and music and fun stuff at skool. i'm in a non typing mood so i am gonna keep it brief. hmmmmmmm.....so you talked to my dad which is really odd....kinda freaked me out but it's all gravy. hopefully i will shape up because i need my license back and my phone and my computer and ESPECIALLY my guitar. i can't live without it. but ya. i'm gonna go see what work i can do for skoolio so adios jacklyn mucho love

(Do a complete turn around) Hey Baby. [27 Jan 2004|10:08pm] [ mood | tired ] Im on the phone with you right now. And its raining. Yay. Im so tired right now because of stupid finals and not being sober. HAHA. You said you dont care. Coo. I love the rain so much oh man oh man... Im thinking of the perfect thing to get you for Valentines day. I dont know if I wanna make it or what yet, but who knows well see. Tomorrow I have my Chem and History finals that I didnt study for. Go me. I am not gonna take the Chem one because Im dropping. Woohoo. I needa get a new scarf. And I really wish I could see you right now. And if I wasn't tired I would write alot more but I really cant think right now. Your going to a party this weekend. I might be too. All of a sudden I got in this weird mood. Meh. I miss you. <3 Much love.

(1 did a 360 | Do a complete turn around) grand times [25 Jan 2004|11:45pm] [ mood | loved ] well ya i just got off the telly with you and we had a great convo and at the end it went to excellent when i told you how i really feel....and it went all bueno so now i'm really happy. i also just got done talking to chink master(tony k.) he's real cool....NOT. he's really rude and really random and he wants to get some gang members to kick my ass because he can't do it himself....hmmmm he's a tough chink..watch out. anyways....i'm watchin ur cam and listening to a matchbook romance...and i'm grounded from the comp for a long time so i might not post here for a while but i will return i promise i'm off to bed now baby....i love you *end trans*

(Do a complete turn around) sex is good sex is fine doggy style or 69 just for fun or getting paid everyone likes getting laid! [24 Jan 2004|11:23pm] [ mood | tired ] Yeah. So tonight was fun for the most part. Show was good. Torch the Day was good. No Sense was good. Tony fell off the drumset and I laughed my ass off. Yeah well Kristie grabbed my ass and my boob like 021947108274081724 times and she humped me like 120740817249817289479182 times. She licked me too. Randys dad tried to mosh it was funny, I pushed some little annoying freshman kid and he gave me such a dirty look. Muahaha. Yeah Im like super tired right now. I ate In and Out fries and now Im going to explode. ACKKKK. Hmmm I left you a voicemail. Kristie backed into the lightpole and comepletly fucked it up. haha its like the leaning tower of piza? Yeah well Im going to sleep now, I think I fucked up my back. It really hurts :( Maybe it was all the sex. sex sex sex. lol. kristie sex. jessika sex. hell yeah. Anyways. Im out. Much love, <3

(1 did a 360 | Do a complete turn around) Mitsuwa has the best asain candy [24 Jan 2004|06:00pm] [ mood | optimistic ] Yeah. I love asain candy more than anything. Except Kristie and you that is. HAHA that makes me think of Kendall... *Kendall feeds her boyfriend Rjays fish candy* Rjay: Kendall... Kendall: WHAT? Rjay: STOP FEEDING THE FISH, NOT EVERYONE SHARES YOUR LOVE FOR CANDY!!!! HAHA. Oh man. Yeah so today was really funny. Spit wads + Candy + Ramen + Sushi - Blood drawn :( + Jack in the box + boba. Kristie and Jessika are gonna pick me up at 6 to go to the show in Torrance at the Alano club. Its an AA meeting place lol. Im crashing on my sugar high... And your at a basketball game. You know, you really needa cell phone, so you can send me messages. Cuz I get bored. I wrote in permanent marker on my hand. Lets see how many people notice. I owe Kristie money: $2 - Cuby Rop $2 - That sugary stuff $5 - Sushi/Ramen $3 - Boba +______________________ so like $12??? Well there goes half of my allowance. Plus $5 for the show tonight. I just got out of cleaning my room until tomorrow. Hell yeah. Tonight when you get home, call me or something. If not Ill call you later when I get home, but I dont know how late that will be. Curfew is 12, unless I spend the night somewhere, which means it might be 2 your time. I dun wanna get you in trouble or anything so turn it down low kay? What did you think of my cat mask? lol its hot. You know it. I really wanna listen to Ywllowcard right now. Tomorrow remind me to call Mallory, so maybe we can hang out or something, cuz I told her I wanted to. Also remind me to go in on monday to my Health class (even tho I dont have it anymore) and find out my grade. Cuz I really hope I passed. I know me and I know I will forget. Mmmm something smells good in the house. I needa buy star sticker but Im kinda broke. Send me some ya? lol jk. Im gonna go straighten my hair so I can look all cute and stuff tonight. Much love. <3

(Do a complete turn around) triple O...........:D [24 Jan 2004|05:17pm] [ mood | tired ] ya last night was killer....i had lots of fun. I think we both did....hehe....anyways. so i went to art comp. and i went into this room with my picture so a judge can judge it. she was this cool BEOTCH named Asa. She said she loved my picture and like kissed my ass hardcore about how good she thought it was so i was like YAY. so i had to sit in a fuckin gym with the other art kids for like 8 hours until we left. We got there at 9 and left at 6:30, and i was judged at 9:30 so it was bullshit. i called you from my cousins telly just to see if you were awake. i'm glad you answered because your voice was like the only thing keepin me from flippin out for that short time we talked. well ya, you defiently need to come here. tell your mom i love her again and tell her i have a song to play for her on piano....lol it's bad ass. well ya i am freakin tired cuz i got no sleep last night....hahha and i got up at 7.......so i think i'm gonna go take a nap or whatever. Call me laterz if ya wanna nigga. love love love love love Everett *end trans*

(Do a complete turn around) Last night was the greatest... [24 Jan 2004|11:39am] [ mood | dorky ] And not only because I had so much fun with my friends... but you called me and I got to talk to you untill like 3 something in the morning! <3 Yeah right now your at that art competition. I cant beleive you called me long distance off some chicks cell phone lol. <3 you crazzzzy. I hope you do good. Yeeeeah. DUDE. FUCK THIS SHIT. My mom just told me today I have to go get blood drawn!!!! NOOOOOO!!!! Needles scare the shit out of me especially when they take blood ew ew ew ewwwwwwww. FUCK. Krisites gonna take me, and blow in my face so I dont freak out and die or anything. Then were either going to the beach or just chillax at my pool. YAY. Not to mention stop and get Jack in the Box tacos. I have to tell you a little something about my friends. We each have our OWN fast food resteraunts. Jack in the Box - JACKlyn Carl's Jr. - Kristie (her dads name is Carl, so shes Carls..Jr... lol haha were gay) Wendy's - Wendy. duh. She asked if she could get a discount cuz her name was Wendy. I think thats it tho. lol Were so dumb. Now im really hungry and I want a spicy chicken sandwich. And I want new shoes but I dont know what kinds yet. Ill probably just get black converse again. But I hate new converse cuz you have to break them in and shit and they hurt!!! Oh well. No pain. No gain. haha yeah Im really gay. I was talking to my mom about you. And shes like OOOoooOOOo Jacklyns gotta bf in San Marcus TEXASSSS and Im like mom I wish. and oh yeah, shut up. Did I mention your dumb? lol and I was like I wanna go out there so bad. PLEASE can I go out there. Shes like well... Id have to talk to some parents bla bla bla. GAY. lol I feel like spilling something out on to paper. Its gonna suck but hey whatever. Something about this feels so right You know it when your up all night Hes all you ever think about Hes so perfect without a doubt Something about him makes love seem okay She wants to live to see light of day His smile makes her melt inside She knows in him she can confide Happiness was what she forgot A broken heart is what she bought And he came along with super glue To fix everything that she once knew And now shes reminded of times before This feeling is so hardcore And the first time in a year Hes the only one she wants to be near Everett. You make me so happy. <3 Much love for you. <3

(Do a complete turn around) i spill my heart you u! [23 Jan 2004|07:54pm] [ mood | loved ] ya.....so piano lessons were pretty cool....the lady was like flippin out because i came and sight read the piece and she was like WOAHHHHHHHH how...what...why....who the.....hahaha she was insane that i could sight read. We listened to my piece a few times and then we just practiced. well on my way home i was followed by some random truck who went to my drive way and then randomly drove off. well i just got back from watching my friends kick each others ass while we play music to their fighting. it was grand. i recorded it on video it is gonna be the intro to the video i'm sending you. it's bad ass. you get to see my friends fight wihle i play no scrubs and britany spears to their ass beatings. well i'm gonna go see a movie with my peeps. call me later tonight. your video is gonna be fuckin bad ass so get ready, be sure to have a towel near you because you are gonna jizz in ur panties....hahaha well i'm outtie......much love to you tooo adios babe

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